The Curse of Being His Daughter

            All of us have a experience in life, like me but we need to be strong and face it, we all know that God is always in our side to help us. Because God never draws a plan without a purpose he never puts a path without a pointer. I wish I could be a perfect daughter of him, I want him to be proud of me, but how? I tried my very best to do all things but in his eyes, all of those are sort of unpleasant. I wish he treat me like on how he treats my brothers. I wish I could be a stone that could no longer hurt every time he speaks me a painful word, because every time I commit a little mistake I receive a different kind of bad words from him. Sometime I tried to commit suicide because of him. One thing that turn me into hatred of him because he doesn’t want me to proceed in high school, because he wants me to enroll next school year. I was to curios what’s the reason why he did this to me. Because I know everything has a reason. Sometimes I ask myself, what’s wrong with me? Why he treats me like I’m not his daughter? Every time I asked this question in myself I can’t force myself to stop crying because only my tears can make me feel good. Thank you to my friends and to our almighty God because they are always in my side to comfort me. I wish I can carry this problem because until he continues doing this to me, but I still love my father, after all those painful things he did to me. Although it was treatment of my father to me but still the love of mine to him remains. Although sometimes I find it confusing but still the hope is there, the hope that someday he will probably proud of me. Lastly being his daughter, I will never stop adoring him and I will show him that I love him unconditionally.